Official first day of schoolWhat the hell?
My whole entry just went *poof*.
Disappeared!
I'm gonna copy and paste it to ms word before publishing it this time.
Damn blogger.
As i was saying..
Yesterday was officially the first day of school.
Arrived late.
Realised i've been posted to alhena 1 instead.
Argued.
Hope i can remain in alhena 3 as what jeremy said he'd do.
Shitty boring affair.
Freshies came.. And me as an ogl.
It felt kinda wierd.
And made me think back of the exact same day last year.
How i didn't know who else from tk was coming to mjc.
How i felt so lost and lonely.
How i needed to leave after the first talk to go to tjc.
How ogl esther brought me on a frantic search for my ogt, ms soh.
How the first thing i said when i saw my ogt was 'hey you!'.
How she corrected me by saying 'it's ms soh'.
How i hurried down to tjc only to find out they were offering me chem econs math.
How i requested to take phy chem math instead and they granted.
How i was standing outside tjc office in such a huge dilemna when countless of other students were appealing to go there.
How i thought about it so hard.
How i rejected the place in tjc after 15 minutes.
How the people at the general office looked at me as though i was telling them crap.
How that was the hardest decision i had made in my life.
How i was having such jumbled feelings about it when going out.
How i felt when i came home, logged into the mjc portal and found out that phy chem math was not offered to me.
How i felt so helpless.
How i called the tjc sailing teacher and told her i did want the place in tjc after all.
How she reprimanded me for making such a stupid decision and told me that no i couldn't go back to tjc no more.
How i felt so relieved when i refreshed the page and realised that there was a mistake and yes the combi was offered to me.
How i regret my decision now.
How i wish i'm there now.
People keep walking out of my life.
My little insignificant sad life.
