merry is love ;

Aza aza fighting?

I don't know why I'm putting in so much effort for a module that I was fully intending to throw away anyway. Maybe it is because I don't actually want to get that stupid U on my transcript after all. But it's too late! Too late!

And there are other stuff on my mind right now. Like the feeling of being unwanted, sexuality, Grey's etc. etc. All of which are super inappropriate at this point of time. The whole nights out are also taking their toll I guess. Tell me, this damn studying thing is never going to end is it?

Back to A'level days

I have done all I did for A'levels - camping out at the library, airport, cafes, Macs, and now at PM's house. Never expected to come back to this, seriously.

Damn sad

I FORGOT TO BRING LUCKY CLOVER FOR ECONS TODAY! ): The mcqs were difficult grr. Hope I'll do fine. Will wear lucky clover no matter what from now on.

Pics from yesterday in Pan Pac then The Oriental. Looking all smart. (:

Back to Pan Pac

What a long day it was. 32 hours of wakefulness. But it was not a bad one. (:

So the day started with meeting up with YH, M and colleagues for lunch. So cool, YH and M are working in the same company by pure coincidence. Then YH was so nice as to accompany me to get a pant suit for the seminar today and give me a lift to near school since it was on the way and his company pays for his cab trips anyway. But I felt a tad bit guilty because shopping for my stuff made him late for his appointment, oops.

Then it was studying all the way. With plenty of distractions in between of course. Like ordering Pizza Hut for dinner. I was so impressed when the delivery man appeared at the canteen. He actually knew where is the arts canteen! Took the last bus home to shower, grab heels and all required stuff to look smart and it was back to school for more studying. Or at least that was what I intended to do. In the end, I didn't accomplish much because we got hungry at 3am and Macs needed one and half hour to process our order (!!!) so we walked to Cheers to get cup noodles. When we returned, Will and gf was already napping but Roomie suddenly was super hyper upon her discovery of 'new' innovations like the webcam and microphone on her lappy. There was no peace from then on.

Left bright and early in the morning for Pan Pac. Gave Roomie a lift home since cab fare was going to be paid for. Love paid-for cabbing! Our seminar was at the ballroom behind our prom one! The prom one was used for the Bloomberg seminar which we sneaked in at the end for the lunch. (: The other helpers are friendly people so yay! We took turns to eat at their buffet spread which was such a far cry from ours (in a good way of course).

Hmm, there is quite a difference in the way the service staff treats you when you're wearing more presentably I realise.

80 bucks, paid cab fares to and fro, chats with the other helpers (who are students from China but vastly different from stereotypes), lots of laughter and good food after, I am happy! And ill-prepared as can be for the Econs exam 8 hours from now. Pray for me.

LUCK IS GOING TO COME MY WAY!

We have clovers for necklaces! Going to wear it here, there, everywhere then luck will follow me wherever I go! Woots. And it is also like a 'gift' of friendship because Roomie bought mine and I bought hers. (:

OOO. Sushi Tei's scallops are oohlala and eating cha soba makes me feel healthy .

Grandaunt was immediately warded into hospital after she landed from the trip to China a few days back. Just visited her tonight and her condition is, sadly, not too good. She cannot walk now. Or rather, she suddenly became unconfident of walking. How now? I don't know. It's depressing.

Good luck charm

Roomie and I are going hunting for clovers tomorrow. Because just as pens, calculators, pencils, brains are important for an exam, luck is extremely important too! Especially for us. Am panicking already. How to study for darn Econs? I fell asleep on the notes. =X And all the other modules seem all-new to me as I realised how much I've slacked the past few weeks.

So I am at the airport again. Only I am pissed with the group of adults beside me laughing oh-so-loudly. Yes yes there are also times when I'm also like that but now I'm pissed that's it.

Darn

I hate my body for always failing me at the most critical of times. So I am sick again. Only this time it's a long-time-no-have fever grr. What's puzzling is how everytime I woke on the first night having fever, all I remember dreaming of is doing the finishing touches of the FNA project and it's not as if the project was due the next day. We had already submitted it for goodness sake.

And it's less than a week to exams! My first is next Saturday and it's for Econs! What happened to the 5-day work week? What happened! ):

Oooo am now at airport studying. =DDD Lovessss.

Twenteen!

Was a blast!

Friday at Aunty S's place! We celebrated our birthday with cousin. After eating activity was charades which was UBER fun! (:

This was the eve of our birthday - popiah party at our house! (:

Actual day was filled with A LOT of well wishes. Some I totally didn't expect but it was cool. (: Oh yes, S gave one of those funny cards & facial set and Roomie gave a pretty pretty handmade card & a cute cute lock! (:

My NUS peeps are the best la! They totally surprised me yesterday (a day after my birthday) with cake and relight-able candles and these lovely balloons! =DD The balloons were so gimonous (I learnt this word today; it is a combination of gigantic, humongous and enormous) I had trouble going through the bus doors and had to occupy two seats in the bus. Love them to bits!

And I have been seeing Roomie everyday! That's how rare. We're planning to stay overnight in school tomorrow to study. Hmm. My first exam is next Saturday! Oh my oh my oh my.

I slipped out of the circle and I don't know how to get back in.

Bitten by golf bug

I regretted going for the bbq last night. It was absolutely no fun. The people were totally not my kind and what's more, I had to take a cab back and that was freaking 18 bucks! Plus, the cost of the food which I didn't even touch, I should have just gone to Zouk really.

OOOOHHH. Played tong xiao mahjong on Tuesday! WOOTS. With Rach's friends. They came to stay over. AHH. Can any of my friends please organise a mahjong session or something. GRR. Fingers are totally itching for them tiles. Oh or maybe I should? Ah Ma's house is going to be vacant next week! WAIT. But NTU peeps are having exams! And NUS peeps all want to study. ):

Shucks. I just realised online assignment is due tomorrow!

Added at 1.48am:
I just took some time to read somewhere that no one else knows and I'm amazed at how true to the heart it all is. Love that place because nobody will ever stumble upon it.

And will try try try to not always be I I I any more.

This is stupid.

I ended up surfing Friendster for a good one hour when I have the Philo paper, let me see, 60 words done.

Was so totally pissed yesterday when Ah Ma blamed me for breaking her tap. I don't deny I did break it but c'mon it was all corroded inside. Any other person would have broke it. I would be a superhero if I can break metal. -.-

So anyway, I haven't had much of a social life lately. Besides going to the movies on Friday (it was $4 per ticket!) + Secret Recipe with S and her classmates, I haven't gone anywhere with anyone else. Oh well..

Enough time wasted.