merry is love ;

Why am i not surprised?

Met 2 samantha-s yesterday. And they met each other too! :)

Sam (the mjc one) was saying the other samantha was so not like what she had expected lol. I feel really fortunate that i get to know different types of people.

Had an adventure coming home from clarke quay last night. Literally. First, i took the wrong 63 from outram mrt station and ended up at rumah tinggi 'cause sam give the wrong directions lol. So i took 63 back. But i forgot it was already past midnight. So i sat at the bus-stop waiting like a dumb dumb for 5 minutes before walking home for a good 20minutes. Oh and the fact that i need a pee really badly made the whole thing worse.

And i realised something. Sam and i can never go mug together. It happened last week and it happened again yesterday. 2 quite-ignorant-about-math, chem and physics souls who just end up talking and talking. Lol it was just crappy.

I've finally decided to put in my best for sailing from now till nationals. Now amanda has to lose the interest and motivation. Am definitely not in the position to say anything 'cause was myself like that but i do hope she'll come up.

Amanda, shauna and me. We had a dream last year. And that was to all be in the team for any major competitions. I'm just hoping we can fulfil it before time runs out.

Stanley tan talked to us today. Was wierd. But it changed my impression of him. He almost seemed like a sports psychologist lol.

Am totally struggling with tutorials, tests, sailing and stuff. Don't know how i'll go through this year.

First time on the 420

I wonder, i wonder, i wonder.

First time sailing a 420 today.
Not exactly what i expected.
But well, i still wanna learn it!

And i learnt how to play draw bridge!
Yay-ness. :)

Not too good at being chem rep.
Must improve, must improve.

Ran 2.4 today.
Finished with a whopping 17:30.
Oh great.
I reckon i can forget about doing sports elective next term.

Kent got nominated for house com.
Alexius and him apparently got sabo-ed.
Another 2 high-flyers for the sailing team.
Also good.

Many thoughts but all jumbled up.
Shall go sleep now i guess.
To wake up and mug for chem test later.
Oh my.
The first official test for this year.
Scary.

Quick update

Man i read my last entry and it seems such a long time ago. Really haven't been updating conscientiously.

A week has passed. I've already gotten all the girls' names. There are still a few guy ones whom i don't know yet. Yes up to now. What a failure i am lol.

Truth is this class of 05S226 can't be compared to the original one at all. I never do really see my classmates unless lessons 'cept for the ex-226ers. We don't sit together for any breaks. Still remember the original 05S226 sat together since day 3!

I miss the old class. The original. I really do. It's like for the first 3 months i actually looked forward to going to school! Like what the hell? I haven't looked forward to school since sec 1! Lol. But now, no no. I dread school.

I failed my chem test. Why am i not surprised? Now it's worse than the last one. I got a big fat F. Gosh is it telling me something?

I just got to know that there are actually 3 other tk-sians in my class. Sherry, Qistina and Haryati. I was so surprised. Shocked even lol. Sherry isn't how i thought she was. And she knows szemin. What a small world.

Apparently, i'm the third party between szemin and amanda. What can i say.

I'd like to announce something: i've officially regained my passion for sailing. Can't believe all it took was 1 sunday training. So yeah now i'm all for sailing. Am even going for training tomorrow just to learn the 420 even though i actually don't need to. :)

The volume button for my handphone is spoilt again. I should really get a new handphone soon.

The other people have been all anxious about their project work. I got a band 2 by the way. Can't say i wasn't disappointed but well, i'm glad i don't have to do it all over again.

There's a formal chem test on thursday. Wish me luck! It'll be extremely appreciated. :)

Sucky timetable

Today's our first day really meeting the people in 05S226 (JAE). Oddly, i couldn't catch alot of names lol. This is all i remember now - raymond, simy, qistina, nadia, amanda (not the sailing one), sherri, jia xin, ying chuan, nicholas, miaw shan, yuh shing and like duh, jia hao, kevin, alicia, syaza, fizah, farah and dione. Sadly, haven't talked to many though.

Got our timetable. Only one word to describe it: Sucks! Long days are aplenty. Now, friday ends at an unbelievably horrid time of 4.15pm. Crappy.

Homework starting to come in. No more slacking. Ahhh!

These 2 days have reaffirmed my belief that things between amanda (now i'm talking about the sailing one) and me will never go back the same again. Ay, just as well.

Am supposed to go for a talk by a chancellor of some california university tomorrow. But there's also training. Which should i choose? Former or latter?

No more the original 05S226 to look forward to. School's becoming such a drag.

A little too late

Ahhhhh!!!! Was chatting with my sis over breakfast this morning and she said i should have appealed for us to be in the same class way before class posting was out like what her class and her did last year. Like what the hell? I told her like so many times that practically the whole of 05S226 is back and she didn't even tell me about that.

You see, 05S226 sucks now. There's only alicia, kevin, farah, fizah, dione, syaza and me in there. Ivy, jazreel, wei huey and kent are in S227, nicole is in S222 and sam is in S225. Like what the hell? From what i see as of yesterday, this class is sooo not gonna be happening. Our ct is this old guy, mr jeffri, who's all serious and no fun at all, unlike ann koh. Huge relief ann koh's gonna be our math teacher. :) But we are running the risk of having *sigh* chow lee lee as our physics teacher. Big risk! Oh my gosh, i just hope we won't be so unlucky.

Not looking forward to having lessons without you guys. Monday will be our last. :(

What a bad start to the remaining of 2005.

P.S Cabby, alvin heard your dedication! You still remember us!!!! :) Missing ya lots!

Phobos!

Yay-ness! I'm in phobos now. With all the rest of 05S226. Oh my gosh!! :)

Just quarrelled with mom. Ay what's new?

A visit to cgh

My my my. My body's definitely not in the best of conditions now lol.

Fell during training yesterday so now there are 2 big patches of bruises on my back.

Today, out of the blue, i had an eye infection that got my eye - literally the eye - swollen. Like what the hell? I even had to go to cgh eye specialist clinic. The only good thing: i can get off school early next thursday for a check-up.

Everyone's all anxious about class allocation now. I'm only hoping that i can be with the remainder of 05S226. My house allocation is already different from them. Many of them got into phobos, but i'm in atlas. Luckily i just found out peimun is in there too!

Yippee yay! School's been going quite fine. I just hope it'll remain this way for the rest of the year. :)

Eventful week

2 words to describe this week: Eventful and Hectic.

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday: MJC Orientation!

First day: Ice breakers, Know Your College
So i didn't get my place in Alhena 3. But i really enjoyed working with the Alhena 1 ogls - Charissa, Shazana, Benjamin and Charmayne. They were fabulous! Freshies were kinda dead and really there were only a few og mates that i could remember. I was game i/c for KYC. My partner was henry. Truth to be told, i didn't exactly like how he let alhena 4 go just like that. I didn't like the unfairness but well, Alhena got 4th for it. It wasn't all that fun as freshies were kinda dead. Stuff happened between castor and alhena, about our cheers. Tension was very high. As in, very.

Second day: The big event, Magnificent Meridian Maration
There was rain. Definitely not a good day at all. I was again game i/c with partner cindy from regulus at bedok. We planned to give easier tasks for Alhena and Reggie but mine didn't come true though; Alhena 4 skipped my station. We didn't see the soccer kids this time lol. Alhena got 4th for MMM too.

Third day: Wet and Wild and Campfire
Finally i got to run with my og. What a disappointment. My og was so dead. There were times where only me and charissa were cheering. Go figure. 4th again for W n W. Like what the hell?! Is Alhena only good enough for 4th position?
Campfire was a blast! It's the best i've ever been to. Maybe it's 'cause i'm one of the ogls. We got 1st for our campfire item! Can you believe it? First! We got 2nd in the end. Who can believe it? 4th to 2nd.. It's a great feat in itself.

Yes we were estatic. Yes we were very happy. Yes we felt that we deserved it. :)

Thursday: Sick
Fell sick. Had a headache, painful body and sore throat. I shouted myself hoarse during the campfire. No regrets though! :)

Friday: Sailing meeting
This sucked.
Seems like i'm the bad girl of the sailing team. Chenxi, Shauna, Amanda.. They all got comments about me. What about me ponning training and coming up with lame excuses, about me not wanting to continue sailing, about me not having the passion. Really who can blame me for not having the interest to sail no more? I've got nothing to look forward to, nothing to work towards. You all said i'm the best MJ girl sailor. Open your big eyes and look! I ain't that now. So stop putting that label on me!

Such a horrid ending to an otherwise amazing week.

I wanna knock someone's head now.