Freaking out

Nationals is tomorrow!

The expectations.. I got new rope. That says it all doesn't it.

I miss the times when the school didn't put any pressure on me. The times when i didn't put any pressure on myself either. Now it's do or die.

Crap.

I'm seriously freaking out. Can feel it in my hands, head, wherever. Oh my, this has never happened before.

Ahhh just hope that i'll be able to do well. Am aiming for a top 5 position. Maybe that's too ambitious. Ok a top 10 position.

I'm really feeling scared now and it's just the night before. Gosh gosh gosh.

Better go sleep early.

I am a 24 year old working adult on the verge of slipping into a quarter-life crisis. Wanderlust has hit me and I am trying to figure out how to be a long-term traveller. This space documents my experiences since I was a 17 year old student and is also an outlet for the thoughts swimming in my head.

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