JadedSucks to start the new year on such a note.
Having issues here there everywhere. Singtel's a bloody money sucker. AC's such negative energy. I swear it's killing my social skills, circle, and time. I haven't even gone to Mambo in a year and AC is taking away my last opportunity to partyyy with the peeps+seniors before school starts. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I should just resign. The whole AC thing is such a burden. I don't like how my P forces stuff on me and the people are just alright so there are no uplifting point in my eyes. People. I've been doing the rashest stuff when it comes to people ever since stepping into college. And guess what? Most of the time I don't regret. I hate it. It's like I don't value people and having them around any more; I take for granted that they will be there no matter what. A homebody convert, loving it, and don't see myself changing soon. Introversion extraversion- it's like coming full circle. It could be the influence of someone I read. Or it could also be plain cynicism. I wish everyone can be as innocent and carefree like before and not do things with an underlying motive. I wish people wouldn't talk behind people's back. For the first time in a long long time, I dread communication. So I appear offline, take half a day to reply messages, miss calls, give curt replies, turn down outings, with (I'll be honest here) nary a tinge of guilt. Yes, heck I'm not sorry. But if you know me, you would understand this is but another nonsense phase. If you don't, I really can't be bothered since you don't know me anyway. It has come to my realisation that length does matter. Thank you, my folks and my almost decade-old friend!
